With our lives about to begin on a new journey, I can't picture it being anything but chaotic. The idea
though, is to mask the chaos by doing it all with just a little touch of charisma.

Friday, December 30, 2011

Pictures!

26 weeks pregnant

29 weeks pregnant

The day before they arrived

My last night of pregnancy

Adrian 3 lb 6 oz 15.5 in

Nolan 3 lb 14 in



My first time touching Nolan

My first time holding Adrian

Billy's first time holding Adrian
Billy's first time holding Nolan


Nolan

Adrian

Nolan in his "snugglie". He looked so cramped in that thing. It was so sad!

Adrian

Nolan

The first time me and Billy held the boys at the same time

Nolan's first outfit 


Nolan



Nolan

Adrian

Adrian

Nolan

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Update on Adrian and Nolan- 5 weeks

This is going to be quick-

We are working on breast feeding with the boys and man is it tiring!! I spend most of my day at the hospital just trying to get these babies to suck on the teet. They have both done well once but every other time they have either been too sleepy or just not interested. It's fun being able to hang out with them though.

The boys have such different personalities. Adrian is super chill and super wiggly. He likes just hanging out with his mom and dad but he is always kicking and grabbing whatever he can, including his oxygen tube. It makes nursing really hard because his hand will somehow break free from his blanket and before you know it he has ripped his tube out! I was sweating today because I was getting such a workout just trying to feed him. He is quite entertaining and so cute. He definitely makes me work, though:)
Nolan is sooo laid back. He will be wide awake, looking around and smiling and his whole body will be limp. He is the happiest little baby. Unless you change his diaper or touch him with anything cold, then he let's out the saddest little cry. I love hanging out with his cute little self.

As much as I love hanging out with my sweet, handsome little guys I hate being at the NICU. It is such a stressful place to be. Having screaming babies all over the place, nurses that didn't get the memo about your baby's special needs, and an attending that makes you feel like it's your fault their not breast feeding all make it a pretty crappy place to be. You can tell that Adrian and Nolans new environment, which is full of noise is really taking a toll on them. They have rarely had enough energy to keep their eyes open, let alone suck on a boobie. I hope some of these babies go home soon so that the boys can get more rest to learn how to eat. If they learn how to eat and Nolan can ween down from his oxygen a little, they can come home! We are still a few weeks away but I can't wait.

Friday, December 16, 2011

Life in the NICU

Adrian and his daddy, together for the first time

Nolan and his daddy, together for the first time



Man, I am really bad at blogging!

So it's been exactly 3 weeks and 3 days since the twins were born and they are doing better and better every day. Adrian just hit the 4 lb mark and was moved into an open crib. Nolan is right behind at 3 lb 14 oz and should be in an open crib just like his brother in the next few days. They are getting closer and closer to coming home! I can't wait!
Life in the NICU is stressful, to say the least. There are so many things to learn. We've had to learn what alarm means nothing at all and what alarm means PANIC! Luckily we've only heard the panic alarm a few times and it wasn't even necessarily a time to panic. It just meant that one of the boy's heart rates and oxygen level dropped for just a second and then came right back up. It's pretty common with preemies but I'll admit that I hold my breath each time it happens.
Although the boys are doing great, we have definitely had some scares with both of them. At first they thought that Nolan had entire pieces of vertebrae missing in his neck and were worried that his spinal cord was unstable. They immediately scheduled and MRI at Primary Children's Hospital but it wasn't for a week after the initial scan. That meant that poor Nolan had to be put in this special wrap that didn't allow him to move. Needless to say, we were also unable to hold him. It was so hard not being able to hold our baby but the worry and unknown were the hardest. I don't think I slept that whole week. Finally, on December 7, he had his MRI done. A few days later we found out that his vertebrae were fully formed and that his spinal cord was stable. What a gigantic relief. We did learn that he has some fused vertebrae in his neck but we wont know what that'll mean for him in the long run until he grows more. I really hope that it grows properly and doesn't cause him any problems. His neck moves better and better every day, so I am extremely hopeful that he will be a normal boy and will be able to do anything he wants to.
Then there's the scare with Adrian. I received a call one day a couple weeks ago from the charge nurse at the NICU. She told me that they did an x-ray of Adrian's lungs because they were worried that he had an infection. She said that his lungs looked fine but the x-ray showed a hole in his intestines. The second I heard this I lost it. I was hysterical. The charge nurse continued to tell me that they were going to take another x-ray but if it was as bad as they thought, he would be rushed over to Primary's for surgery and that I should get to the hospital as soon as possible. Luckily my dad was here to take me. It was the longest car ride of my life but we finally made it. Billy had arrived there right before us and was at the sink washing his hands when we walked in. He told me that he was just informed that the x-ray came back negative and that there was no hole but Adrian did have an infection in his tummy and they needed to do some other tests. I was still extremely worried but so relieved that he wasn't as sick as they thought he was. Later that day all the tests came back negative. He had an upset tummy but all they ended up having to do was give him antibiotics and take him off feedings for a few days. The strange thing is that later that night, Nolan's belly did the same thing. They weren't worried about a hole but they took the same precaution with him and took him off feedings as well. A few days later they were both back to normal.
What a scary few weeks. I am so glad that my little guys are doing so much better. They are even starting to breast feed (sorta). They just need to be able to eat on their own and then they can come home. It's still a long ways away but we are slowly getting there!